I am not sure if I should drop my Geography class or not. I could and then take it over the summer but then it is one more class in the summer and one more thing that I will have to do then. I just do not have the motivation or the work ethic to get everything done right now. I have taken on too much. School should be my top priority, yet I am not interested in it at all. I am so scared to student teach in the fall but that is seriously the last thing on my mind. Do I drop this class? I am not sure. I want to call my mom but I am unsure if she will even be able to give me sound advice. I seriously seriously do not know what to do. Not wanting to become embarrassed should be enough to keep me in the course, yet what if I fail? I cannot do this nor do I want to. I wonder if I could take this course at kvcc, but of course it is not that hard.. this is just a lot of work. On top of actual work. I hate this so much. I am so stressed out. I could just stop studying for this exam and then work harder next time but of course, I always tell myself this and then it never happens. I never work harder. I want to work hard. I want to get my life in order. I want to make things right. I just do not know what to do. I do not want to cry but then again all I want to do is cry. I have such a long to-do list. I want to dedicate myself to other things and just get it all done but it is just so hard. THen again no one ever said that this was going to be easy. It is going to be a challenge and of course it is not worth it if I did not have to work for it. I just want to be happy, have clear goals and be able to get things done. I should just go home and go to bed but I am dreading tomorrow and the long list of things that I need to do. I will go home, sleep, wake up and call my mom. I will vent to her, ask for her advice and then make a decision. If i drop this course, then I will have more time to dedicate to everything else.

• Taxes
• Fasfa
• COEHD scholarship
• RENT
• SUBLET
• Contact people for interviews
• Sponsorships
• Pack for NY
• English Midterm
• English Group Project
• History Weekly assignment
• History Extra Credit
• History GR Essay

I need better self-discipline. OMG what am I going to do with my life?! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Fill in the blanks

1. The first thing I do in the morning is _________________________________.
2. The last thing I do before I go to bed is ______________________________________.
3. I always keep_______________________________________________________________.
4. My favorite thing about Chicago is that it's _________________________________________.
5. My favorite place to visit is ____________________________________________________.
6. The most important thing to me is ______________________________.
7. To me, a good day is ___________________________________________________________.
8. In the school, I've always got to have _______________________________________________.
9. One thing I am always wearing is. ____________________________________________________.
10. I love ___________________________________________________.
11. I'm scared of ________________________________.
12. People would be surprised to know ___________________________________________________.
13. I don’t work out daily, but _______________________________________________________.
14. If I could choose my last meal on earth, it would probably be __________________________________.
15. I don't play video games, because __________________________________________________.
16. At the end of the day, ______________________________________________________________.
17. One thing I have always been told is ______________________________________________________.
18. If my 5-year-old self could meet me today, he'd think _________________________________________.
19. The most exciting thing about 2011 for me is ______________________.
20. My favorite movie is _____________________________.

If I were President of this Country, would changes would I make?

If I were President, I would make sure that we could all have free food. I am picturing walking down the aisle of grocery stores and each person could take as much of whatever they want and/or needed for themselves and their families. People who work in factories to produce food and the farmers who bring our crops to the stores would be working for free because they would love being able to have a part in helping out other people. I would also make everyone have free medical coverage. It would not cost for anyone to go to the doctors, get perscriptions, go to the hospital, etc. With having severe allergies and always being sick it would be great if I did not have to spend $250 on a hospital visit or the $700 on the prescription that I was given for having an allergy attack. It is not cheap and I am not sure if people who cannot afford this can even survive. Are countries who have free medical care better off and do their people live longer??

Something new

What is a blog?

I am not sure if I am interested in this for myself but I would like to use this as a tool for tutoring. I am going to browse this so I can be aware of everything it has to offer for my student. I would like him to write in this every day using a quick write prompt. I hope that this works out well for him so that way I can incorportate technology with each lesson.